I was raised in a home whose foundation seemed to be rooted in Jesus. I was a weekly attendant in Sunday School and my parents were serving weekly on different teams around our Church. In the midst of weekly church attendances I was fighting a deep inward battle. When I was 7 years old I was introduced to pornography. An inward sin that overtook my life and I was too shameful to tell anyone what my true thoughts and actions were. When I was 12 years old my world was turned upside down. When I was in 6th grade I found out that my mom was fighting a long battle of alcoholism. Amidst walking through this I was using porn to try and heal my deep pain and longing for my family to be restored. When I was 13 my mom got sober! This is when I stepped back into church and my personal relationship with Jesus began. Two years later, my mom relapsed. Within her relapse I met a Jesus that remained the same. My Jesus remained the same within her sobriety, within my sexual impurity, within my moms relapse, and now within fighting to live a life of purity. Walking into college I learned how to confess this sin of pornography, and fell deeper in love with Jesus! My God has been faithful since the beginning, praise God I am not the author of my own life!